Wednesday, October 6

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"Take a bow, the night is over
This masquerade is getting older
The lights are low, the curtains down
There's no one here
[There's no one here, there's no one in the crowd]

Say your lines, but do you feel them
Do you mean what you say when there's no one around
Watching you, watching me
One lonely star
[One lonely star, you don't know who you are]

I've always been in love with you
I guess you've always known it's true
You took my love for granted - why, oh why?
The show is over, say goodbye

Say goodbye, say goodbye

Make them laugh, it comes so easy
When you get to the part where you're breaking my heart
Hide behind your smile, all the world loves a clown
[just make 'em smile, all the world loves a clown]
Wish you well, I cannot stay
You deserve an award for the role that you played
No more masquerade, you're one lonely star
[One lonely star, and you don't know who you are]

All the world is a stage
And everyone has their part
But how was I to know which way the story'd go?
How was I to know you'd break my heart?

I've always been in love with you
I guess you've always known it's true
You took my love for granted - why, oh why?
The show is over, say goodbye..




Say goodbye."

# posted by Celine at 6.10.10

Friday, July 7

sleeping disorders run in my family.

dad talks in his sleep, kuya moans, i karate-chop everything within reach, mom sleepwalks, and we all drool and grind our teeth.

but there's one sleeping disorder i have that not a lot of people know about.

probably my kabarkadas who've slept with me [down, hentais..] ate sop and ate michelle..

you know how i am when i'm drunk? when every random strain of thought that drifts through my mind just slurs out of my mouth?

its a weird form of honesty daw, sabi ni kuya. pero hassle kasi kung anu-ano talaga sinasabi ko..practically anything that makes an impression on my mind that day or that moment.

*sigh*

to those who watched nickelodeon the other day.. do you remember the episode of drake and josh then?

i wasnt watching the tv, but i remember hearing what they said.

"the one thing to look forward to when you're sixteen? DRIVERS. LICENSE."




















...

its so far-fetched..

but i hoped you would believe me.

# posted by Celine at 7.7.06

Friday, June 30

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scared?
..you should be.

# posted by Celine at 30.6.06

Wednesday, June 7

mejo bored..and while i pick the bits of food from my braces, why not do some quizzes?

here are a couple hilarious ones. :p

enjoy!


Your Stripper Song Is
I'm" a Slave 4 U by Britney Spears
"I'm a slave for you. I cannot hold it; I cannot control it.I'm a slave for you. I won't deny it; I'm not trying to hide it."
You may seem shy, but you can let your wild side out when you want to!
What Song Should You Strip To?


no fuckin way mehn!! gyah..
You Should Be A Libra
What's good about you: A total charmer, you easily find friends and allies
What's bad about you: You have a secret side that's easily confused and depressed
In love: you enjoy flirting, dating, and the whole process of falling for someone
In friendship, you're: very social ... you rather be with your friends than be alone
Your ideal job: fashion designer, makeup artist, or song writer
Your sense of fashion: very feminine / masculine (depending on your gender)
You like to pig out on: sweet stuff like ice cream and french toast
What Sign Should You Be?


hahahahaha! looks like i cant cheat the quizzes..


Your Ideal Pet is a Big Dog
You're both energetic, affectionate, and a bit goofy.And neither of you seem to mind very slobbery kisses!


they got that right! :P


You Are Beef
You're big, burly, and maybe even a little stinky. And no one's going to come between you and a good steak.And you've probably never met a vegetable you like, unless fries and ketchup count.
What Kind of Meat Are You?


i am not stinky! *glares at jus*


You Are Sunrise
You enjoy living a slow, fulfilling life. You enjoy living every moment, no matter how ordinary.You are a person of reflection and meditation. You start and end every day by looking inward. Caring and giving, you enjoy making people happy. You're often cooking for friends or buying them gifts.All in all, you know how to love life for what it is - not for how it should be.
What Time Of Day Are You?


i find it funny...coz i used to hate sunrises.


You Are Iceman
You tried to live a normal life, but it just wasn't possibleA bit of a slacker, you rather tell jokes than cultivate your powers
Powers: turning self and others into ice, making ice weapons, becoming nearly invisible
Which of the X-Men Are You?


but i hate iceman!!!


You Should Get a PhD in Science (like chemistry, math, or engineering)
You're both smart and innovative when it comes to ideas.Maybe you'll find a cure for cancer - or develop the latest underground drug.
What Advanced Degree Should You Get?


i intend to do BOTH. *devil metal grin*


You Are French Food
Snobby yet ubiquitous.People act like they understand you more than they actually do.
What Kind of Food Are You?


bigla ko naalala si sister pilar..


You Are Scary
You even scare scary people sometimes!
How Scary Are You?


tell me something i dont know. :p


Your Love Element Is Metal
In love, you inspire and respect your partner.For you, love is all about fusing together for one incredible life experience.
You attract others with wit and a bit of flash.Your flirting style is defined by making others want and value you.
Greatness and optimism are the cornerstones of your love life.You may let go too easily, but you never get weighed down by your past.
You connect best with: Earth
Avoid: Fire
You and another Metal element: will control and smother each other
What Element Is Your Love?


*blink* that's so not true?


You Are Super Spicy
You're a little bit crazy, a little bit naughty, and a whole lot of sexy.You go beyond hot - you set people's senses on fire!
Are You Hot?


haaaaaah??


Your True Love Is a Cancer
Why you'll love a Cancer:
Cancer's loyal and sincere heart makes your own sensitive heart melt.Caring and devoted, a Cancer will take the lead in pursuing you - and not give up!
Why a Cancer will love you:
You're laid back enough to deal with Cancer's little mood swings and freak-outs.A fellow homebody, you know how make Cancer comfortable and at home with you.
What Sign Is Your True Love?


save the most hilarious one for last?

# posted by Celine at 7.6.06

Sunday, May 28

and what you don't know?

















i pray for you everyday.

maybe someday numero dos will swish his hair and make you see.

# posted by Celine at 28.5.06

Friday, May 19

i just realized...

that fairy in the template?










..i sleep just like she does. :p

# posted by Celine at 19.5.06

Monday, May 8

"..'diba akin ka lang?"

# posted by Celine at 8.5.06

Friday, April 28

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how many x-rays does it take take to make you sick?

# posted by Celine at 28.4.06

Friday, April 21

i hate UP.

pinabalik-balik ako sa pgh, cmc, up registrar, pgh ulit, cmc ulit, up health sciences..

only to find out i have to go back to fucking pgh!!!

fuck!

so what if they found out i have chuvaeklavuscoliosis? and a tenting deformity in my left lung?

will i die? will they die? are they scared that i'll suddenly drop dead in the middle of the semester and not be able to pay them the fee of [torotot sound here] 6500php??

*deep sigh*..

tangina talaga..

nagpapatong patong mga problema ko eh..

di ako si zhazha zathurna noh!

naabutan pa ako ni kuya na umiiyak..shit.

di pa nakaka-decide si dad kung anong college ako papasok..feeling ko nagulantang sha nung sinabi ko sa kanya na gusto ko USTe eh..

am i supposed to be insulted on how suprised they all were?

kasi parang ang ibig sabihin nun, tinutulak na nila ako sa daan na hindi ko pa sinasabi kung ano ba talagang gusto ko..diba?

ay ewan.. i'm just being immature..i am thankful he didnt hit the roof..and that he's willing to consider it...

*buries my face in my hands*..

...

and this issue about lack of communication..

di ko naman kasalanan ah..sa tingin nyo ba gusto ko na hindi kausapin mga mahal ko sa buhay?

do you guys think i enjoy that?!

no i dont!

kung kayo nasasaktan, MAS NASASAKTAN AKO!

coz right now is the loneliest time of my life! if i could log in the net all day, I WOULD!!!

biruin mo, ang kayakap ko lang buong summer ay si sasuke..si sasuke!

and for you guys who dont know who sasuke is, he's a DOLL.

an inanimate object that can't hug me back. can't run its fingers through my hair. cant tell me everything's gonna be alright.

ah fuck..i even slipped last night..

*rubs eyes*

im so damn weak.. and i can't stand it..

i can't take this..

why do you expect me to do these things..? ha, Lord?

...







...

*sits in a corner, cries softly*

im not mad, if that's what you think..if that's how i sound like..

i'm just really really sad. and lonely and frustrated.

God.. im so deprived right now..

you dont know how its like to feel this way..

giving up is so beautiful.. and she's a mere finger's length away..

i want to live the rest of my life as someone else, something else...until the next life comes along..

and the only thing keeping me from doing so..

are the people who love me..the people i love..
















kaya please..sana hwag na tayo mag-away..

magbati na tayo... mag-usap tayo, maglakwatsa tayo..

please.. para maging masaya tayo..masaya kahit marami tayong pinagdadaanang sari-sariling problema..

please...

i honestly..can't live this life - and others to come - without you guys.

i dont want to go on without you guys..

*rubs eyes*

mahal na mahal ko kayo..

at wala akong pakielam kung si jasmine trias ang pumapasok sa utak nyo ngayon..

sasaksakan ko siya ng isang malaking subo ng bibe'ng may asupre!

>_<

# posted by Celine at 21.4.06

Wednesday, April 19

namatay na si madam jung!!!!

*rolls around the floor, crying*

sobrang nakakaawa si yon-saeng..iyak sha nang iyak..naiyak na rin kaming lahat.. <_<

tapos ngayon, pinakulong na si lady Han dahil hinimatay yung jungjong na yun..

tang'nang bibe'ng may asupre yan! kakainin ko yun nang buhay eh!

hahaha, stress-reliever din 'tong jewel in the palace marathon..

i know a lot's happening right now, and not a lot of people are too happy..

i suggest you guys just hold on and keep your head.

and hearts.

kasi naman..kaya nyo yan noh.

...

asus. nagsalita ang patay.

yeah well, i have to find a way to stop comparing myself to..them..

i'm..not like them at all..am i?

and i never will be..

guess it just hurts..

maybe i'm not..girlfriend material..

*sigh* ah, fuck that..its too damn soon to think that.

malay ba natin nag-aabang lang yung jasper na yun sa ilalim ng kabute?

besides, i want to be a guy this summer..

be a guy until someone makes me want to be a girl again..

hahaha..

nasisiraan na ata ako..

hay nako, iinom na nga lang ako ng monkshood poisonous mushroom!

pika! pikapika!

pikapikapikachu!!!

# posted by Celine at 19.4.06